I'm A Hypocrite And Nothing Will Change it

I had this gut feeling.. It's been annoying me for 2-3 days.

I felt my daily emails were behind a few days so I had to check.

I started on 4/12/2019 (12th April 2019) 103 days ago and have only sent 93 emails.

That's 10 emails behind!

A few days?? What a hypocrite #imposter

So this will be the 94th email, meaning I'm behind 9 emails after this.

You can't undo the past but you can change your actions today to dictate your future.

So I'm going to send you 2 emails for the next 5 days to catch up and be a man of my word.

Sure, I screwed up. I'm human.

But just like a failed diet, you get back on track and pretend it never happened.

It does no one any good being sad about your past and it changes nothing.

If anything you lose energy you could've spent doing something constructive.

If you used to be fat, nothing changes that.. Just own where you are today and make your actions align with your goals in the future.

Just like if you were in prison, you can't change the time you spent behind bars but you can start acting like the future self you want to see in the mirror.

If that's a better father, spend time with your kids.

If that's a better worker, get off your phone at work.

YOU CAN'T UNDO THE PAST BUT YOU CAN CHANGE YOUR ACTIONS TODAY TO DICTATE YOUR FUTURE.
Brock Ashby, 2019